Thunder sounding out loud like trumpets during the war at the battlefield,

Rain pouring heavily like the blood shared at the battlefield,

Lightning arrows,

Thundering trumpets,

Raining blood,

All at the battlefield~

Midst of summer the rain felt like nothing but moist air,

Middle of the night the lightning and thunder was like a concert in the sky,

Gunshots are always heard,

Any moment in time you can fall like a bag of washed up sand,

No one will come to your aid,

Your already dead,

All at the battlefield~

I use to always say I’m so lonely,

Then I gave up and hated everyone and told everyone to leave me alone,

I found one and now I am happier then ever before and that is no lie,

I have been working on this thought for awhile,

But it always seems to change in a flash,

So here I am at the typer,

Hurrying with my words,

Trying to keep my thought,

But I cannot,

I don’t know what to say,

I could only show you a honest smile,

I am sorry,

But,

I have nothing to say…

"I'm to shy to say anything, I can't even keep my thoughts. I don't even know what to do."

Your holding me close,

Holding my hand,

I love it when,

We can talk days on end,

Have disagreements but still be ok,

Talk for 1 minuet and 3 hours go by,

I love it when,

I can look at you and see a smile,

You look at me and I’m already bright,

I love it when,

You write about me,

I write about you,

I love it when…

I’m with you…

couple of months,

“Can’t you believe it?! I’m excited.”

No she can’t and she don’t want to,

She was ok and proud of Navy Man “Jones”

At first…

Now she cries and dreams the worst,

The possible,

The if,

The could,

“Jones I don’t want you to go, I fear what can happen”

“I’ll be fine, promise”

The time spent was the best for her,

Talking,

Laughing,

Being annoyed,

Getting upset,

But still smiling and proud,

Navy Man “Jones”,

She is proud,

She fears for you,

She cries as the day grows closer,

She doesn’t want you to go, but she knows she can’t stop you,

What you are doing is what few want to do,

Your rifle is your friend,

Your sea,

Is your territory,

It is your battleship game,

You are out to protect,

You will be missed,

You will be praised,

But remember,

Navy Man “Jones”,

Who your coming home to,

Who will be waiting,

Keep your head up,

Don’t lose it,

It shall not be long now…

Navy Man “Jones”…

You are a shield

Strong and stiff

A protection against the dark,

You are a Claymore

Quick and sharp

A warrior of our time,

You are heavens light

Bright and Unmistaken

A guidance to my path,

You are white clouds

Big and fluffy

Distinct and obvious

Not far above

Reachable,

You are a guardian angel

Strong, quick, smart, brave, always there

Unmistakable

Someone to be with

You…

Like a golden sea under the sun,

Her eyes so blue,

Like the sky on a cloudless day,

Her plastic skin so soft,

Like a baby’s cheek,

Her dress so elegant,

Like a dress at a ball,

Her slippers so fragile,

Like Cinderellas…

A limp body,

Like a dead person,

A smile,

Like shattered hope,

A crooked song,

Like crows cawing on a moonless night,

A wicked stare,

Like piercing daggers…

She laughs,

She giggles,

She sings,

She wants you to play with her in the middle of the night,

It is ok,

She don’t bite,

Play with her…

I know you want to…

Your an outcast,

You wear dark clothing in a prep group,

Your an outcast,

Your gay in a strict straight town,

Your an outcast,

No matter where or when,

No matter what or who,

Your an outcast,

Always of,

Something, someone, somewhere, somehow,

Your an outcast,

But just because your one,

Doesn’t mean your different in a bad way,

Just means your unique and special in your own way …

From me to you, From you to me, From us to them,

Words here,    

Words there,

A thought for this, a thought for that,

A poem, to a poem, from a poem,

A feeling in this, a feeling in that,

Written here,

Written there,

My meaning that is a meaning is,

Only the words I can say to you…

Eyes still closed,

     Tik-Tok

The room is still cold,

     Tik-Tok

No sound but the clock,

     Tik-Tok

Tossing and turning,

     Drip Drop

Sweat forms,

     Drip Drop

The rain has begun,

     Drip Drop

Breathing rapidly,

     Tik-Tok

Sister screams,

     Tik-Tok

Eyes wide open,

     Tik-Tok

    Running,

     Drip

The sister is ok,

     Drop 

Your back is turned,

     Tik

He touches you,

     Tok

Your time is up,

Tik-Tok

Drip Drop

Your never seen again…